
This was one of our last nights that we had together before Luke had to leave back to Idaho and this time it was NOT with me. We both knew that the time would come sooner or later that Luke would have to move back to Idaho because he was not getting a job here so that means no income which means we were not getting any closer to getting married which was something that both of us wanted. So the time had come the moment we both did not want to come when we had to make a choice for Luke to go home and we both know that we made a good one too. We had both prayed about it and it felt right that his job was not here it was in Idaho and there was nothing here for us either both of our schooling was there and thats where we were both happy at too. So the night before we left we drove over to Standfords over by the temple and went to have a nice dinner just the two of us. Now with him leaving and me knowing his birthday was coming up I went out and got him something for his birthday that he had wanted for a while but we didnt have the money it was some air plane book so I got it for him. So at dinner we made it his go home dinner and birthday dinner because we knew we would not be together on his birthday.After dinner which was really good by the way we had went over to the book store and Luke got a CTR ring. Then we took a little short drive where we had taken one of our last trip for a while to the temple together and it was so much fun being there with him just enjoying how pretty the lights were and how it smelled it was all amazing,this was one night I never wanted to end. That night we didnt go to sleep all we wanted to do was be with each other as long as we could. The next day he finished packing and he was off, to me it felt like one of the worse days of my life but deep down I knew that there was reason he was leaving and I knew that it wouldnt be long till we would be together. Now it just feels like everyday is longer and longer by the min. But it is only a matter of time till we are together again.